Numb

To not forget the pain we feel, we write. I feel like I've forgotten so much though. I've become numb to the pain and I forget what it initially felt like. Here and there I see a glimpse of what life is supposed to look like but there seems to be a numbness all around me. I forget about others and focus only on what I want. Everything becomes so mundane and I forget what feeling really feels like. Its so I can feel safe and not face the things I fear most. 

I need to learn to feel and forget the numbness. Waking up to the life in front of me and the life that I forgot how to live.